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Aug. 2nd, 2007 11:10 pmsometimes I think life is crap and then you die. but the reality is, sometimes life is crap, but you still go on. It gets better.
and like I told myself the other day, sometimes crap grows the best roses.
I didn't put it all in here, I don't know why, random paranoia probably. We failed to secure the mortgage to buy the trailer we wanted; CMHC are a bunch of idiots. 'nuff said. Now we're scrambling to find a place to live. Right now rentals are very high. As in, 300-500 dollars more than they were five years ago. Gah. Ex is trying to take the kids during my weekends since i have to work (duh) even when it makes just as much sense to have my mother watch them for me for a few hours. He's being a real... pain about this.
So I'm stressed about living arrangements, the kids, dealing with an antagonistic ex and wondering how the hell things ever got this weird. And then I remember the kundalini teacher warning us at a seminar *just* before Ex left me; kundalini can do terrible things to your life, mostly as a purge sort of thing.
Gah.
and like I told myself the other day, sometimes crap grows the best roses.
I didn't put it all in here, I don't know why, random paranoia probably. We failed to secure the mortgage to buy the trailer we wanted; CMHC are a bunch of idiots. 'nuff said. Now we're scrambling to find a place to live. Right now rentals are very high. As in, 300-500 dollars more than they were five years ago. Gah. Ex is trying to take the kids during my weekends since i have to work (duh) even when it makes just as much sense to have my mother watch them for me for a few hours. He's being a real... pain about this.
So I'm stressed about living arrangements, the kids, dealing with an antagonistic ex and wondering how the hell things ever got this weird. And then I remember the kundalini teacher warning us at a seminar *just* before Ex left me; kundalini can do terrible things to your life, mostly as a purge sort of thing.
Gah.
